February 2012
29 posts
Girls,
if you really want to talk to a guy, just do it. Don’t think that he’s the one who always has to hit you up first, always start the conversation, and everything. Yeah sure it would be nice of him too, but they can’t read your mind. They might be thinking the same as you, if they’re bothering you or not. If you really want to talk to him, just do it.
I like those friendships
where you can hit each other up and just catch up. Even though you don’t talk every day, when you talk it’s like nothing changed. It’s nice knowing at least some of these people have stayed and that our friendship is still the same. Thanks to those friends who have stayed; for putting up with my bullshit, my problems, just everything.
Why bother?
It’s the same cycle every single time. I meet someone, they become a huge part of my life, they find someone to replace me with, they’re gone.
Trying to be friends with you,
is harder than I thought. I want you in my life again, but that seems like too much to ask. You’ve left just as quick as you came into my life.
Crying before sleeping.
I hate it, because the next morning you wake up your eyes are super swollen and it shows you cried. Everything is hurting, and you can’t really do anything. You can’t call anyone up because mostly everyone is sleeping, and even if they did answer your phone it’s not like they could understand what you’re saying anyways.
You know a detail, not the whole story.
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Not every post I write is about the same person.
So before you tell me to move on and forget that person, think. Don’t just make that assumption. I know other people, have been hurt by other people before. Don’t think every post I write is about the same person.
It would be nice to have you back in my life.
I messed up along the way. I said things I shouldn’t have and did things I do regret. But you did too.. I miss you still though. I still think about you everyday, how we use to be cool together, just thinking about ‘us,’ before all that stuff happened.. I know the chances are really low, but I wish you were here in my life again. It may not be the same, but it’s better than...
If someone is pushing you away, let them. No point...
Seeing you made me realize how much I miss you.
Sometimes, you have to let go.
People say not to let go of someone you love, but what’s the point of holding on when that person wants to leave? Okay, sure try to get them back. But if it’s not going anywhere, why keep holding on? Sometimes you have to let go because it’s better for you. You may want that person, but what you want isn’t always what’s best for you. It’s not giving up if you...
Friends.
Real friends don’t judge you. Real friends are understanding. Real friends are straight up to your face, and real behind your back not just to your face. Real friends will make time for you if you need them, not just say they’re busy. Don’t call someone your friend when they don’t even do anything to deserve that title.
That mood
where you just hate everything and everyone. Where you want to cry and let it all out, but at the same time you’re pissed off. When you’re not sure who to trust, because it seems like everyone around you lied and never cared. That mood where you feel like you’re hanging on the edge of a cliff, and you’re not sure if you should let go, or keep hanging on.
A guy isn't going to stay if you tell him to...
Sure, some might. But honestly, if you’re telling him to get out, why would he say? He’s not going to think “Oh no, I’m going to fight for her.” when you’re yelling and telling him to go. Maybe I’m wrong, but if it was me, I wouldn’t stay. Guys can’t read your mind. Say what you want to say, not just say things and hope he sees through it.
I hope one day,
we’ll be okay. But as of now, I know that it won’t be anytime soon. One day, maybe we can talk again. Maybe we’ll be friends again. But I know things change, and when things change, nothing is ever the same. Having you in my life would be nice, but for now I guess we’re where we started. Strangers.
"I want a nice guy"
Yeah, well look around you. There’s plenty of nice guys. You just friend zone each and every one of them. That or the “brother zone.” Or you say they aren’t your type. Let’s be real here. You say you want a nice guy but really you go for the not nice guys.
When you have so much to say,
but you know you can’t say it. So many feelings, so many words… But it would cause so many problems. More fights, more unhappiness, just all trouble. There’s just some situations where you have so much to say, you can’t even put it into words. All you can do is fake a smile and pretend everything is okay.
I learned if you talk to someone too much,
you’re fucked. I don’t want to get close to anyone anymore. I’m starting to hate meeting new people. I won’t be rude about it, but I don’t want to talk to many people anymore. I don’t see the point. Eventually, you’re all just strangers again, so why bother?
Talking to someone who actually helps you forget...
As much as you want something or someone, you have...
I need to learn to listen to my own advice.
People say to let go like it's easy.
Why do I still have to care about you?
It’s obvious you’re doing fine without me. It’s obvious you’re happy, and have so many other people now. Why do I constantly have to think of you, when you don’t even think about me? Why does it take so much to get you off my mind, and when I have nothing to preoccupy me, it hurts all over again? Why do I have to miss you so much, when I’m nothing to you? What...
You're happy without me.
And I’m here still thinking about you. I’m here trying to get over you, while you’re with someone else laughing and having a good time. It sucks knowing you’re smiling because of someone new now.. but I should have known better.
I hate being reminded of you.
It’s like whatever I do, it’s like the world is trying to make me remember. No matter who I hang out with, what I do, how I try to get away from anything I thought would make me think of what use to be.. I’m proved wrong. Something always has to remind me of ‘us.’ Even though ‘us’ no longer exists, and I shouldn’t dwell on the past.. it still hurts.
You say to forget that person,
but it’s not easy. How can you just forget someone who meant and still means so much to you? how can you forget someone you loved and still do love so much? How can you forget someone who made you so happy, and pretend like it’s nothing?
The worse feeling about after a break up
is knowing that person is gone. Knowing that person isn’t yours anymore. That all the laughs, love, jokes are nothing but a memory. That the “I love you“‘s, babes, nicknames, everything is going to stop. Knowing that someone who once loved you, doesn’t anymore. But what hurts the most to me is knowing that things will no longer be the same.. you’re gone.You say...
When memories come back to you,
and you get that little smile on your face remembering how happy you were with that person. But then you just stop and think. You wonder if things will be okay, if things may go back to the way they use to, and all you can do is hope.
That one "friend"
that use to be a huge part of your day. The one you could always go to for advice, or to just talk to someone, or to just count on to be there when you need someone. That friend you spent all day talking about anything whether it be stupid, meaningless, or serious. That friend that you thought would always be there, but now that friendship is just a memory.
January 2012
30 posts
I hate how I screw up so much.
I like people who actually put effort into talking...
They actually respond quickly, instead of hour late replies. Well maybe not right away, but in a reasonable time. Or people who actually keep the conversation going. It’s nice when people actually put in an effort, because now a days no one really cares.
I hate the fact that another person is making you...
Know your limits.
Jokes, words, everything has it’s limits. Just because you’re someone’s friend, bestfriend, boyfriend/girlfriend, you need to know when to stop pushing on a subject, joke, or just saying hurtful things. People have their limits, and they can only handle so much. Don’t push someone so much, to the point where they feel like they’re about to fall off a cliff.
If you don't want to talk,
just say so. I may get a little bit hurt from you saying that, but I’d rather have you tell me that instead of me trying to talk to someone who doesn’t want to talk. No point for both of us to waste our time right?
It's not always the guy's fault.
I always see post about how guys are the reason for everything.. but they forget girls can be just as bad. Guys get hurt just as much as girls do. They may not show it as much as girls, but not every guy is a horrible guy. You’re just looking at the wrong ones. Don’t forget girls do just as bad things and they’re also the reason why hearts are broken.
Please, actually stay.
I’m so use to everyone leaving. They either get bored, or just find someone better. You think I would be use to it by now, but it still hurts. Please don’t be like everyone else. Actually stay in my life, because without you.. I’m going to fall right back down on my face.
Or just stop replying out of no where, that's cool...
You have a huge impact on my mood.
If we’re getting along, then I’m happy. But if something happens, I’ll start having a bay day. If you send me a simple hello, I’ll have a huge smile on my face, but if I don’t talk to you I won’t feel like my day is complete yet. You have a whole lot of power on my day, yet you don’t even intentionally try to do anything.
Feelings aren't a game.
People don’t get to restart. They’re left with the pain of what happened. So before cheating, playing, just hurting someone, actually think. People have hearts, people do cry, people do hurt. And being a player, a douche, or whatever.. It doesn’t make you look cool.
Never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did.
I never cared?
Are you kidding me? You’re telling me that I never cared? I always put myself out there for you. I dropped everything for you. I did everything I could for you, when you didn’t ask. Why? because I did care about. and you’re telling me I never did? Are you serious? Then tell me why I would do all that stuff? The only person who never cared was you. Get your facts straight.
When I'm with you,
it makes me forget about all the bullshit in this world. When I’m with you, everything just seems right. I’m worry free, and just happy. When I’m with you, I can just look at you and smile. When I’m with you, that’s the best place I can ever be, because you make me happy. I really hate how I can’t see you as much as I’d like, but when I see you again...
I wish I had a good relationship with both of my...
That feeling you get
when you see that person. you start getting butterflies, you start feeling somewhat nervous, and you just want to run up to that person and hug them. You can’t help it but smile because that’s what that person does. Smile. It’s one of the best feelings in the world when you see that special person of yours.
Conversations.
I guess I’m not the easiest person to have a conversation with. I’ll hate it if you send me a late reply, or a reply that shows no effort. But then again who likes to have a conversation like that with someone? If I respond, or try to carry on a conversation with you with your late, effortless replies, I must really want to talk to you.
Those hugs where you just don't want to let go.
You make me happy.
Yeah, other people make me happy to, but that’s different. You make me forget my problems, make my day better, you make me laugh and smile so easily like no one else. And the crazy thing is, it’s like you don’t even try. It’s like whatever you do, no matter how big or small it is, no matter what you say.. you just make me happy. And that’s what makes you special and...
Everyone has their own definition of perfect,
since the dictionary definition of perfect doesn’t really exist. And to me, you’re my idea of perfect. Your flaws are what make you perfect. your talents are what make you perfect. Your smile, your laugh, your personality.. everything about you is what makes me think of you as perfect. People may disagree with me but whatever, you’re perfect to me.
Looking at us now, it would be hard to believe we...
Stop living in the past.
I know it’s hard to move on, but when you do you’ll feel so much better. If you keep reminding yourself about your past, how could you live in the future? I’m not saying you have to forget it, but let it go. It’s the past for a reason. You’re going to find better, but in order to do that you can’t keep thinking about your past.